Hopeless Romantic. Grounded Realist. Jaded Cynic.
my finals will officially start when i sit for titas, less than 10 hours from now.
did i study for it?
nope.
okay, a lil effort on the entre and politics, but that's it.
i know, i know, on the plus side, this time around, i actually went and borrow books from the library n ppl, and that a huuggee improvement on my part..
but do i feel the customary trepidation or panic at all?
fuck, no.
much hinged on this finals results, so there's no lack of motivation here...
jpa and law.
big things, those two are.
but do i feel the drive, the intrinsic need to do well?
non.
goddammit, this place is getting to me.
hell, as of the moment, i'm browsing through online boutiques, when i should be feverishly burying my nose in some sort of notes or tomes, or anything!
shiite, i mean it really, whatever is the result would be, i'll be able to say honestly that i deserved it...
its like i've cotton stuffed inside my head or sumethin..
i cant think, i cant rationalise, its driving moi mad!
